The Art Of Revenge – Chapter Three

Nedward gasped when he saw Holly open her eyes.  The nurses told him that it was just an involuntary movement and was very common in patients who were in a persistent vegetative state.

Then they noticed that she had an almost crazed look as her eyes darted back and forth, scanning the room as if trying to find an escape route.  She immediately began to fight the breathing tube down her throat.

One of the nurses said “go get Dr. Boone…stat!”  Seconds later, Dr. Boone came into the room and asked Holly if she could hear him.  She stared at him.  He said “if you can hear me, blink.”  Holly blinked.  Looking hopeful, he said “okay, if you can understand me, blink once for yes and twice for no.”  Holly blinked once.

He told her that they were going to remove the breathing tube and for her to cough as they were taking it out.  “Do you understand?” he said.  Holly blinked once.

When the tube was removed, Holly choked as she desperately tried to form words.  Dr. Boone told her that she was okay and to just calm down.  “Your words will come.  Just give it time.  You have to learn to talk again.”

Dr. Boone asked “do you know who you are?”  Holly blinked once.  “Do you know where you are?”  Holly blinked twice.  Dr. Boone told her that she was at St. Joseph’s Mission Hospital.

Pointing to Nedward, he asked “do you know who this man is?”  Holly blinked once.  Nedward couldn’t hold back his smile after she blinked.  “Do you remember what happened?”  Holly turned away and closed her eyes.

Dr. Boone told the nurses that a downstairs trip was not going to be necessary.  He looked at Nedward and whispered “I think she’s back.”

Nedward and Dr. Boone stepped out of the room and Nedward asked what would happen next.  Dr. Boone said “I would say that if she doesn’t slip back into a coma, she is looking at intensive, long-term rehabilitation and certainly plastic surgery.”

Nedward flashed back to Holly’s face before it had been literally pulverized by what could only be described as a monster.  “Plastic surgery?” asked Nedward.  “Can she…be put back together?”

Dr. Boone said “one of the best plastic surgeons in the country is in residence here but even he can’t perform miracles.  If he has some pictures, he will do the best he can, but look at it this way.  You might have a beautiful porcelain plate that is shattered into a thousand pieces.  Some of those pieces can be put back together but other tiny fragments that used to be part of the whole, can never be fixed.  Therefore, it will never really look the same.  Do you understand?”

“I understand,” said Nedward.  “What can I do to help?”

Dr. Boone said “you need to leave things to medicine now.  You have done your part by being here for her.  The excruciating pain she is facing will be almost as brutal as the injuries that put her here and I don’t think you want to see that.”

“I can handle it,” said Nedward.  “Besides, it would help if she could see a familiar face, don’t you think?”

Dr. Boone said “yes, you might be able to handle it, but can she?  And it might help to see a familiar face but it may also humiliate her.  She knows that you knew what she once was.  Can you hide the expression on your face when you are watching her struggle?  Can you hide the expression on your face when you look at the face that is no longer her face?  I’d ask you to consider her feelings and the long, hard road she has ahead of her. I’d ask you to think on it.”

Nedward said “I will, but….”  Dr. Boone said “think on it.”



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The Art Of Revenge – Chapter Two

Days, weeks and then months went by.  Holly continued to lay in a state of limbo, not really being alive and not really being dead.  Dr. Boone could see how difficult it was for Nedward to see what was happening to her and more than once, had told him that there was no hope and it would probably be easier if he stopped coming around.

Her muscles had begun to atrophy and she was drawing closer to the fetal position with every passing day.  “We’re moving her downstairs tomorrow,” Dr. Boone said.

Nedward asked if he would still be allowed to visit.  Dr. Boone said “I don’t think you want to do that.  It’s almost like a morgue down there.  Very cold. Very dim lighting and only the sound of beeping monitors and the whispers of machinery helping them breathe.”

“I don’t care about that,” said Nedward.  “What time are you moving her tomorrow?”

Dr. Boone said “we usually move them around noon.  Are you sure you want to be here for that?”  Nedward said “I’ll be here.”

Nedward sat beside Holly and started talking to her just as he had done for the last several months.  Deviating from his usual staid demeanor, he began.  “Did I ever tell you about my very first drug bust?  It was around Christmastime and we got what we believed was some pretty reliable information from one of our CI’s.  At one of the flop houses, run by “Big Doggy’, there was supposed to be a huge ‘come one, come all’ Christmas party, which we believed translated to a huge drug deal.”

“Anyway, Leanne, my then partner and I rolled up to the house, pretending that we wanted to come to the party, with the intention of buying some blow.  We threw out the name of a local dealer and said they had sent us. I’ll never forget it.  We walked in and there was this huge Christmas tree in the corner of the room.  It was decorated with beer cans and the garland was made of the pop-tops and all the candle holders were empty liquor bottles.”

“As soon as Big Doggy spotted us, he wanted to know who told us we could crash his crib.  We told him we were told by ‘so and so’ that we could make a deal and score some blow.  He looked us up and down and said ‘I don’t know you from Adam and there ain’t no deals to be had here.  Now get the hell out of here’.”

“I offered a weak ‘sorry bro.’  Big Doggy got in my face and said ‘I ain’t your bro, bro’.  I held my hands up in mock surrender and started backing toward the door.  I was a little pissed that we had obviously been given bad information.”

“As we were about to leave, Leanne happened to take a closer look at the tree.  She flashed her badge, pulled her weapon and yelled ‘hands in the air’.  She smiled and said ‘come over here and look at this, Nedward’.”

“There were all these little clear balls that were half full of white powder. There must have been more than fifty or sixty of them hanging on the tree. Turns out, they were filled with blow.  It was perfect.  Who would have thought to check out Christmas ornaments?”  Nedward, who rarely smiled said “you have to admit, it was pretty ingenious.”

The smile left his face and he looked down as he said “anyway.  I just thought you might like that story.”

He stood up, looked at her pulverized, disfigured face, then bent down and kissed her forehead.  “See you tomorrow, kid.”

True to his word, the next day he was there when it was time to take Holly down to the “farm.”  He was holding her hand as they counted 1-2-3 and began to pull her onto another bed.

At that instant, Holly opened her eyes.



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The Art Of Revenge – Chapter One

Robert (Bobby) Martin Morgan was laid to rest just three days after his End Of Watch.  His young son, Bobby, Jr. was laid to rest beside him in the Haven For All Souls Cemetery.  It was a private ceremony and only Nedward, Foy, Earl and Rachael were among the mourners.

A perceptive eye would have noticed an almost seething rage rising in Nedward as the words of Senior Chaplain Phillips hovered over the caskets like a fine mist.

Holly Redmond Morgan did not attend nor was she laid to rest beside them.

Nedward had been right when he thought he heard a faint moan as they lifted her body onto the stretcher.  Initial assessments by the paramedics were grim.  They warned Nedward that most likely, she would not survive the trip to the hospital but Holly seemed to be clinging to life with her last ounce of strength.

The paramedics had experienced patients before who fought death with uncommon valor, waiting for a loved one to arrive.  Sometimes, it seemed that death granted a reprieve.  Other times, it didn’t.

Holly’s loved ones were gone, including her unborn child.  She had been kicked with such force, the fetus was prematurely expelled, ending another life before it ever began.

At the hospital, Holly was put into a medically induced coma.  Otherwise, she would never have been able to withstand the pain.  Almost every inch of her body was invaded by tubes, drips, braces and wraps.  She was on a ventilator which rose and fell with an eerie cadence, imitating imaginary breathing.

She was Dr. Boone’s patient, who did his obligatory rounds every morning and every afternoon, checking resps, blood-pressure and heart rhythm.  His orders were always the same.  “Call me if there is any change.”

Nedward visited as much as his time and the hospital would allow.  Dr. Boone had cautioned Nedward that the prognosis did not look promising.  “Most likely” he said, “she will pass in her sleep.”

Nedward was not one to accept defeat.  He argued “but there is a chance, right?” Dr. Boone put his hand on his shoulder and said “there’s always a chance but in her case, I would say there is less than a 1% chance.  You have to understand that the torture this woman…”  Edward interrupted him and said “Holly.  Her name is Holly.”

Dr. Boone continued.  “You have to understand that the torture Holly endured would by all rights, kill even the strongest man.  Almost every bone in her body has been broken.  Almost every internal organ has been severely damaged.  Every bone in her face has been fractured as well as her skull.  She suffered a massive head bleed, which required a craniotomy…shall I continue?”

Nedward shook his head and asked if he thought Holly could hear him if he talked to her.  Dr. Boone said “that’s something we don’t know.  I would say talk to her the same way you always did.  Read to her.  Tell her about your day.  Now if you’ll excuse me, I have other patients to see.”

When Dr. Boone got to the door, he turned and said “you have to be prepared.”

“For what?” asked Nedward.

Dr. Boone looked regretful as he said “if she should live but stays in her vegetative state, she will ultimately be taken downstairs.”

“Downstairs?” Nedward asked.

“To the body farm, as we call it,” Dr. Boone said.  It’s where we send the ones who are gone but their bodies, for whatever reasons, are not yet ready to surrender.”

Nedward looked at Dr. Boone and said, “Holly’s not a quitter.”

Dr. Boone said “Of course,” turned and walked out of the room.


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End Of Watch – Chapter Fourteen

His name was Robert (Bobby) Martin Morgan.  His End Of Watch came on a cold, snowy January night.  As the snowflakes gently fell onto his still warm body, they lay quietly as did he.  His still open eyes, glistened as the melted snow streamed down his face like tears.

Across from him lay his pregnant wife, Holly Redmond Morgan and their two-year old son, Bobby, Jr.  They lay on a bed of soft pink snow, colored by their life’s blood.

The deafening sound of silence was interrupted by a car revving its engine in the distance, followed by the ear-piercing, haunting wails of sirens responding to Bobby’s desperate last words…”officer down.”

Firefighters were the first to arrive on scene and stood motionless as they gazed upon the carnage that lay before them.  Despite the freezing temperature, the engineer paramedic took off her turnout jacket and cried as she gently placed it over the tiny, bullet-ridden body of Bobby, Jr.  She was unconcerned about being reprimanded for having potentially compromised the crime scene.  As she moved toward Bobby, she could see that his throat had been slashed almost to the point of decapitation.

Police officers arrived seconds later.  After assessing the scene, Sergeant Holbrook immediately called for the Crime Scene Investigators.  Lieutenant Foy, who never silenced his radio, heard the call and immediately had an uneasy feeling.  He had always called it “gut crawl.”  He made a quick call to Nedward and they were on their way.

Foy, never one to obey rules, tore through the familiar yellow tape and was trying to bully his way past the guarding officers, with Nedward close behind.  Holbrook knew Foy, and although he didn’t care for him, he told the officers to let him through.

“What have we got here?” asked Foy.  Holbrook said “we’ve got three bodies…or what’s left of three bodies.  This is one of the worst massacres I have ever seen.”

When Foy saw who it was, his lips tightened and the look in his eyes was frightening, almost like the look of a crazed killer.

Holbrook said “this was personal and somebody was sending a strong message.”

“Yeah, and I think we got the message,” said Foy.

“What do you mean?” asked Holbrook.  “Nothing,” said Foy.  Holbrook looked at him and said “if you know something about this, you need to tell me.”  Foy, true to character said, “I don’t answer to you and I don’t have to tell you anything.”

Rather than start a pissing match, Holbrook let it go.  He figured it was just Foy being Foy.  He had always been a hot-head and Holbrook made sure he heard him when he said “you’re still an asshole.”

Then he quickly turned and said “we need to notify next of kin.”  Foy looked at him and said “you just did.”  Holbrook gave him a quizzical look but again, let it go.

Nedward, kneeling beside an almost unrecognizable Holly, quietly fought back tears as the paramedics told him they needed to load her body for the coroner.

“Just a few more minutes,” he said.  The paramedics tried to be respectful and gentle when they said “I’m sorry, but we have to move her.”

Foy came over and told Nedward that they needed to go.  Nedward said “This shouldn’t have happened.”  Foy looked at him and said “hey.  Bobby knew what he was into.  Holly knew what he was into.  Don’t turn this into a guilt trip for yourself…or me.  Shit happens.  You know that but rest assured that we’re going to get the son-of-a-bitch who did this and I need you to stay focused right now.”

As they maneuvered Holly’s mangled body onto the stretcher, Nedward thought he heard a faint moan.



Te Nutunga.

End Of Watch – Chapter Thirteen

After a secret whirlwind romance, Holly and Bobby were married.  It was a simple affair, with Nedward, Lieutenant Foy, Senior Chaplain Phillips, Earl and Rachael in attendance.  Instead of the traditional wedding dress or facsimile, Holly wore her “suit of arnor” in memory of her late father.

There had been some playful banter before the wedding about Holly keeping her maiden name.  Bobby jokingly told her that he would leave her at the altar if she didn’t take his name.  When he struck a pose and said “my name is powerful and classy,” Holly would laugh and say “you have so many.  Which one are you talking about?  Nobody even knows your real name and I don’t want to be known as ‘Mrs. Who Are You Today’?”

Playful banter was all it really was.  In fact, Holly was proud to carry Bobby’s name.  She was proud to be his wife and they were the perfect couple.  Six months after they were married, Holly was pregnant.

Although she was elated beyond words, she knew that she was nearing the end of her career.  She would never be a Captain but somehow, it didn’t matter anymore.  She was going to be a mother and her hope was that she would be the kind of mother that her mother had been to her.

Just as Nedward had warned, Bobby was often absent, sometimes for weeks at a time.  Holly took it in stride and Nedward kept a close eye on her.  He was her stalwart and tried to keep her spirits up as much as he could.

They would talk about the baby and he would smile as she giggled and said “oh, Nedward.  I just can’t wait!”

The day finally came for Holly to deliver and Nedward was the one who took her to the hospital.  Bobby was furiously trying to get to her but was stuck in traffic.  He called Nedward and told him to tell Holly to “hold on.”

Nedward told Bobby to park his car and a patrol officer would come get him. Lighting it up, the officer got Bobby to the hospital just in time to see his little one come into the world.  The pride on his face said it all.  “Hello, my precious son,” he said.

Bobby had been orphaned when he was a little boy and Holly’s parents had been killed, so there were no bragging grandparents on either side but it was clear that this child was going to have several very attentive “uncles” in Nedward, Earl and even Foy.

There had never been any question that if it was a boy, it would be named after Bobby.  When Lieutenant Foy arrived, even that hard-edged, no bullshit man got misty-eyed, but only for a moment.  He walked over, patted Holly on the shoulder and said “it was good working with you.  Keep in touch, okay?”

Holly had told Foy that after the baby was born, she was dedicating her life to her child and her husband.  Before he left, Foy handed her a gold Captain’s badge.  “Put this in your memory book,” he said.  “Dreams do come true, you know.  Sometimes, they’re just different dreams.”

The next few weeks were almost blissful.  Bobby immediately took to calling Bobby, Jr. “little dude.”  He tried to be around as much as he could but his determination to bring down Roi Fantôme’s empire was still paramount.  Holly knew that and understood.  She leaned heavily on Nedward, Earl and Rachael and their bond was stronger than ever.

The inside word was that Bobby had finally cracked the ultimate layer of Roi Fantôme’s empire.  It had taken years for him to get that close and his newly acquired “sources” had given confirmation that the Ghost King did indeed live on an island, accessible only by boat or plane.

For the last ten months, Bobby had assumed the identity of a powerful drug lord, whose demands for product were far greater than his local supplier could deliver.  He had successfully worked his way inside with a promise to the King’s right hand man, that there would be untold wealth for the Ghost King.

He wanted to set up a meeting for a cool million initially and in the future, that amount would be weekly.  The caveat was that he would provide half up front and only after a personal audience with the Ghost King, would he deliver the rest and seal the future deal.

“Impossible” was the answer.  “Nobody meets the King in person.”  Bobby played it cool and asked if he didn’t think he should at least present the offer to the King.  “I mean, what is he going to say when he finds out that you eighty-sixed a potential five million dollar a month deal?”

Angered, the Ghost King’s right hand man said “I’ll get back to you.”  Bobby knew he was in.  He had news for Holly and that was cause for a celebration.  He didn’t know it at the time, but Holly had her own news.

They planned a night out, something they rarely if ever, got to do.  Rachael was going to keep “little dude” long enough for them to have a beer and was going to meet them after, to drop him off.  Bobby, Jr. had never spent a night away from home and although it would be late, Rachael didn’t mind meeting them.

Bobby decided they should go to “Grady’s.”  It had been and still was, the local bar where most of the police officers, active and retired, went to unwind.

It was a little hole in the wall, with a somewhat risqué decor.  The walls were papered with plump, nude women of a by-gone era when full figures were lusted after.  The bathrooms had the old fashioned pull chain toilets, which lent another layer of nostalgia to the place.  An old fashioned slop bucket sat on the bar and the regulars would take turns throwing in a twenty.  It didn’t matter if they drank one beer or five.  It always evened out in the end.

Bobby and Holly found a booth for two and ordered two beers.  When Holly declined the beer in lieu of a glass of water, she couldn’t hide the grin on her face.  Bobby teasingly said “what have you done?”  He knew that grin and it always meant that she was up to something.  She very calmly said “I didn’t do anything.  You did.”

Bobby was gobsmacked when Holly told him that she was pregnant.

“Seriously?” he all but screamed.  “Drinks on me!  My lovely wife is going to have a baby!”

Cheers were all around and now Bobby was the one with the grin on his face.  They held hands, talked about “what it might be” and laughed like they were newlyweds.

After Bobby ordered and drank another beer, Holly leaned over and said “don’t look now, but why does that man over there keep staring at you?”  Of course, Bobby immediately turned around.

“I told you not to look!” said Holly.

Bobby said “I don’t know but I’m sure he’s looking at you.  You are hot, you know.”  Holly said “I don’t think he’s looking at me.  I think he’s looking at you and it’s giving me the creeps.”  Bobby laughed and said “don’t worry about it.  He’s probably just schnockered.”

After she shuddered she said “what was your news?”  Bobby said “I can’t tell you too much you know, but just suffice it to say….I’m in.”

Holly was suddenly a bit pensive when she said “I don’t know whether to say congratulations or be scared.”  Bobby said “there is nothing for you to worry your pretty little head about.  I’ll be fine.  You know that.”

Holly smiled an obligatory smile and looked at the antique clock on the wall.  “Oh goodness.  Look at the time.  I’d better call Rachael and tell her to head up this way.”  She smiled and said “then, when we get home and get little dude put to bed…..”

His arm wrapped around Holly and grinning from ear to ear on the way out, Bobby threw in another twenty.  He looked at Holly and said “for good measure and for good luck.”

After a few minutes, Rachael pulled up.  When she got out of her car, she looked at them and said “oh my God.  You two are grinning like Cheshire cats!  What’s going on?”

Holly leaned over and whispered “I’ll tell you tomorrow.”  Bobby collected a sleeping little dude and they headed for their car.

They didn’t notice the staring man walk out of the door.



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End Of Watch – Chapter Twelve

Holly steadied herself, straightened her shoulders and headed straight for Bobby.  No man had ever before captured her attention the way he did.  For her, it was like that classic song, “Just one look.”  Yep.  “Just one look. That’s all it took.”

Without a moments’ hesitation, she walked up to him, looked him in the eye and said “yes.”

Bobby looked at her with a combination of “who the hell are you and what the hell are you talking about?” and said “yes, what?”

Holly said “yes, I’ll marry you.”

Bobby did one of the familiar drink spits when he laughed and said “I didn’t ask.” Holly turned, smiled and said “ah, but you will.”

As she made her way back to Nedward’s side, he noticed that Bobby never took his eyes off of her.  She didn’t have to say anything.  He was a seasoned body language expert and he knew instant attraction when he saw it.

After a few minutes he said “so, what about your plans?”  Holly stared straight at Bobby and said “what plans?”

Nedward said “you told me that you had plans to be a Captain one day.” Holly, still captivated by Bobby, cavalierly laughed and said “oh, that.”

Nedward said “yes that.”  Holly said “I might have to put that on the back burner for a while.”

Nedward looked her square in the face and said “you know what he does.  It’s a dangerous job and you are going to constantly worry.  You’ll have to make sure that it doesn’t affect your ability to do your own job.”

Holly said “I understand.”

Nedward’s voice changed when he said “I’m not sure you do.  There will be long stretches of time when you won’t see him and you won’t know where he is.  There will be times when he will be the central character in a dangerous drug deal.  There will be interaction with other women.  Are you really prepared to have that kind of life?”

Holly, with a deadpan face said “you’re right.  He needs to quit.”


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End Of Watch – Chapter Eleven

A year later, Holly had survived the usual “ripening” rituals and she was on her way.  She often worked with Nedward and found his experience to be invaluable but expressed her dismay with the outcome of so much of their work.

“We track them down, arrest them, lock them up and two hours later they’re back out on the street.  Why is that Nedward?”  He always shook his head and said “that’s the way the system works.  Sometimes it seems that the laws are in place to protect the guilty but we have to keep trying.  Some day it will even out.  You have to believe that.”

“Do you believe that?” she asked.  Nedward looked straight ahead and by not answering, gave Holly her answer.

She had slowly gotten to know Lieutenant Foy, and Jayce had been spot on with his cautionary advice.  Holly liked Foy but had a healthy fear of him, sort of the way she felt about God.  Believe in him, respect him, be honest with him and fear his wrath should you take a wrong turn.  He was the perfect dichotomy.  She couldn’t decide if he was a good bad guy or a bad good guy but she did know one thing.  He would have her back.

During one of their “real” stake-outs, Holly asked Nedward about the one officer she had yet to meet.  Nedward said “oh, you mean Bobby.”

“Yes,” she said.  “Why do we never see him?”  Nedward said “he’s deep under cover and for his protection, he doesn’t come around much.  He’s been under for more than three years, working the “Roi Fantôme” case.

Holly surprised Nedward as well as herself when she asked “what the hell is that?”  Nedward laughed and said “it’s French for “Phantom King.  He’s the largest drug lord in history and he has never been seen.  He has an army of thousands and no one has ever been able to break into his inner circle.”

“Word is that he lives on an island just off the coast.  The only access is by plane or boat and the security is so tight, there’s not a chance of getting there, but nobody knows for sure.  So, we just wait for him to make a wrong move, which of course is highly doubtful…or we wait for one of our own to finally work his way into his world.  We figure 99% of the drugs that infiltrate the area come from him.”

“One of our own.  You mean Bobby, right?”  Holly asked.  “Yeah, and if anybody can do it, he can,” said Nedward.  “I’ve never seen a better undercover asset.  The few times we do see him, we don’t recognize him.  He can be dressed as a motorcycle dude, a homeless man, a Wall Street Entrepreneur or even an old woman.  He’ll do whatever it takes and he’s determined almost to obsession, to bring the Phantom King down.”

Holly said “well, it would be a good collar, that’s for sure.”  Nedward said “it’s not about the collar for Bobby.  It’s a little more personal.”

“What do you mean?” asked Holly.  Nedward said “you remember the code, right?”  Holly said “of course.”

Nedward looked straight ahead and he so often did and said “Bobby had a little sister who got hooked on cocaine and after years of trying to recover, she overdosed.  Her heart literally exploded.  Bobby was the one who found her and after that, he made it his quest to bring down as many drug dealers as he could but focusing mainly on the Phantom King.”

“By the way,” said Nedward.  You’ll get your chance later today.  He’ll be in the office, filing whatever information he’s been able to document and getting supplies.”  He laughed and said “now whether we’ll recognize him, remains to be seen.”

“What kind of supplies?”  Holly asked.  “I’m thinking that you mean money?”

“You’re thinking right,” Nedward said.  “It’s hard to buy drugs with IOU’s.  Bobby comes by, collects the money and a nurse comes by to collect his blood.”

“His blood?” Holly asked.

“Yep.  It’s part of the game.  She “misses” two or three times to leave convincing track marks on his arm.  You know, the kind of marks a junkie has.  Then she gives him eye-drops to dilate his pupils.  Like I said, he does whatever it takes and he’s one of the best.”

“I’m impressed,” Holly said.  “You should be,” said Nedward.

Later that evening, they made their way back to the station.  Jayce and Luke were sitting on the corner of their desks, chatting.  Frank stood in the corner with his arms folded as if keeping watch.  Madeline was crouched behind her computer, computing or whatever she did.  Holly spoke to her but didn’t receive an acknowledgment.

They were all waiting for Lieutenant Foy and Holly was waiting for her first glance at Bobby.

Standing beside Nedward, Holly watched as Foy and Bobby walked in.  She suddenly put her right hand over her heart and put her left hand on his arm.  Nedward looked at her, looked at Bobby and then looked back at her.  He whispered into her ear, “are you alright?”

Holly, eyes fixated on Bobby said “oh, my.  I think I’m in trouble.”


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