Dear Santa,
I don’t have a Christmas tree,
but would you leave some Boost for me?
You could leave it at my door.
I promise I’ve been good and I won’t ask for more.
You don’t have to fill my stocking,
Or read a pleading note.
I don’t want a car, a fur,
Or something that will float.
The cards fell wrong and I’m alone.
It’s now my way of life.
But, once I was a mother.
Once I was a wife.
I won’t ask for company,
For there’s nobody left.
I will be okay though,
I will not be bereft.
I will not ask for calls or texts,
I know they will not come.
They will go to someone else,
So I’ll pretend I’m numb.
A case of Boost is all I want.
It’s full of nutrients.
Please don’t deny my only wish,
Or show insouciance.
If you would only bring some Boost,
I’ll have a happy day.
I’ll drink it while I reminisce,
And pass the time away.
You don’t need to wrap it,
Or add a big red bow.
When I awake on Christmas morn,
From who it is, I’ll know.
I’ve never stopped believing,
And I will be right here.
So, while you’re loading up your sleigh,
Would you remember me this year?
I remember you, Laurel. π²ππ
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Thanks, honey. You okay? ππ
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I’m doing good. I had some rough days but now I’m much better. I haven’t had time to write, really
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I understand the rough days. I’m glad you’re better. I hope you have a wonderful Christmas! π
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So sorry. You deserve more. Heartbreaking. Your boost should at least have a red bow! The holidays can be hard. You’re an awesome creative person and you deserve much more π. Hugs to you!
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I’ll be okay. I’ll pop open a Boost, settle down in my chair and have another Prison Break-a-thon. How could I be sad, looking at Wentworth Miller? (I’ll refuse to watch the last episode when he dies, though.) π¦
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Shake some cinnamon sugar on the top. Lol. You know this makes me sad, but it’s a really good poem. If you would just get on a big bird you could have come me here!! π
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Ummm…get on a big bird? That’s sounds kind of dirty….LOL
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Lol. You have a dirty mind woman. Lol.
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I misread it!! I thought you said “if you would LIKE to get on a big bird! LOL You know my response…fuck that!!!!
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Fuck a big bird? Yellow feathers flying? Oh I’m sorry, that’s not what you meant, lol. (You can delete this comment if you want, lol)
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LOL. I thought you were being metaphorical…but actually…the “you could have come me here”…makes me wonder once again….how much wine have you had??? Hahahaha
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None yet, lol. But autocorrect has obviously been tying one on…..
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OR….the retrograde! You DO know you’re not supposed to start any new relationships, don’t you?
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Well this one is now or never, I think. LOL.
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This date or this man?
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The beginning of something. Idk, I’ll tell you after tomorrow, lol.
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Ok.
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Awwww, Laurel if I had the money for Boost and a trip I’d love to spend the day with you and be Santa! Lol. I loved your poem but it makes me sad how our lives are now. Sending hugs!
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Thanks, Ava. I actually have three cases of Boost on hand. Are you going to be alone on Christmas, too? A trip would be great!
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No kinda wish I was going to be alone, will be with DI laws family who don’t like me!
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Nasty in-laws? I agree. I’d rather be alone. π©
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Yes!
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well, dang… I was gonna offer to send a case!!
I’m alone in xmas but it’s by choice and I love it. I’ll be spending Xmas eve taking a Trapeze class; that afternoon through Monday happily napping & watching tv… and probably drinking more booze than I should.
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Trapeze class? Sounds adventuresome! π
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yep! I tried an intro to Aerial class (6 contraptions) but it wasn’t organized well. Gonna give this one a try as there is a goal to be able to do at least 1 high altitude swing (by hand or knee grip), with falling to the safety net, by the end of class! The worst I can do is totally suck AND end up in ER. I can live with that.
If this doesn’t work out, I’ll use my layoff time to take classes at Cirque School LA, which starts with the apparatus at butt-height… so you learn posing and grips while being able to touch the ground and NOT needed ab strength.
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Wow! You’re a better woman than I am! LOL. I feel fortunate to actually have the desire to make up my bed and get dressed in the morning. So far…so good. ππ
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Oh, me too most days. But I LOVE trying new things!! Rather than reading or wondering about things, I usually try to find a class.
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You’re a poet, and I bet you knew it! Well done. π
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How you do run on…teasing a country girl like me! LOLOL
Thanks. π
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Enjoy – whatever you have for beverage and indulge those calories!! Plenty of us out here wish we could afford it (weight wise) but can’t. Isn’t Boost supposed to have lots of vitamins and minerals to go along with the calories and high sugar? That’s gotta be good for one, right? I never know. I LOVED the poetry and with your permission would like to share it with a ‘adult orphan’ group I’m part of? And surely he will remember you on Christmas Eve…Santa is magical that way! β€ Happy Holidays sweetie and you're NEVER ALONE (is that creepy??) There's lots of us out here – a whole community of lone individuals. I say "I am alone, but I am NOT lonely". Big difference. Take care!
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It’s supposed to have vitamins and minerals but my doctor told me three years ago that I couldn’t live on it. (I’ve been doing a pretty good job of it so far.)
You can certainly share my post. I understand how you can be alone and not lonely. I was more lonely when I thought I was married….but I was lonely for an actual husband. I hope the holidays are happy for you.
I’m going to curl up in my chair and spend the day with Wentworth. (I can dream, can’t I?) LOLOL
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I’m not Liking the fact you want a high-sugar, high-calorie drink for Christmas but Liking your wordsmithery! Surely you could come up with something that will truly nourish you, body and soul? For now, here are some flowers, some fruit and a smoothie! ππΊπΌπΈπππ₯πΉ
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It’s a lot easier than having to turn on the stove and heat something up. I need the calories. I’m trying to not be a skeleton anymore. Thanks for the flowers, fruit and smoothie! π
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Do you have a blender? A smoothie would be a lot better for you.
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I have one somewhere in the garage. If you use a blender, you have to buy shit to put in it. I have bought food before and it rots before I get around to eating it. LOL
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