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You Are Never Going To Crack Me

You can try to put me at ease with your smooth talk.
You can try to delve into my mind with your learned skills.
You can tell me antics about your own life.

But you are never going to crack me.

You can tell me that you know I’m damaged.
You can tell me that you know I’m broken.
You can tell me that you’re able to fix me.

But you are never going to crack me.

You can say that you have empathy.
You can say that you understand.
You can promise healing.

But you are never going to crack me.

You think you can penetrate my walls.
You think you can open doors.
You say you can offer clarity.

But you are never going to crack me.

You can tell me how it’s supposed to be.
You can tell me I’m going to see how it’s supposed to be.
You can tell me to be patient.

But you are never going to crack me.

You can tell me that every inch of my body is perfect.
You can tell me that I reek of class.
You can tell me that you believe in me.

But you are never going to crack me.

You can shower me with hollow flattery.
You can regale me with shallow praise.
You can recite beautiful empty promises.

But you’re never going to crack me.

You may have a wedge in your toolbox.
You may think you can pry me open.
You may think you can see inside.

But you are never going to crack me.

You can continue to smile with self-assurance.
You can continue to think that you have the upper hand.
And I’ll continue to pay you the proper lip service.

But you are never going to crack me.

 

43 thoughts on “You Are Never Going To Crack Me

  1. Sorry ,I didn’t know how to email you. I deleted all my posts because of a man who wrote me and told me people will read things Into my posts. So I said fk it.
    I’m tired of people saying crap to me and about me.
    I don’t know if I am done on here or not. I don’t know why I try….
    Life just gets getting suckier and suckier.
    I have enough problems with hubby and worrying a out my dog and how to get out.
    I do miss talking to you and your posts.

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  2. I forgot to say, I knew this was about a shrink. They think they can get into your head.
    But this reminds me of what I think about guys now.
    Twice is enough for me.

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      • I hate the way they have “god syndrome.” Not all of them do, but some. Same thing about doctors too.
        I have studied people most of my life. Even as a young child.
        I hate it when people think you have to have a signed piece of paper to tell you what you already know. Same as my art.

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  3. Guys….
    Usually they think of two things.
    Sex and food.
    The first one I can do without. Seriously.
    If I ever get rid of this one, no more guys for me. Period. I am done.
    The world revolves around him. ( or so he thinks. )
    I want to live out the rest of my life doing what I WANT. Maybe I will find my hobbies again that sit on a dusty old shelf with cobwebs.

    Robin Williams said something I thought was funny and sometimes true. ” Men have two heads. Unfortunately they can only think with one at a time!” 😉

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      • My husband never says it really. It is by the things he buys for himself. Nothing for me. And he actually will sit by the computer watching HIS bank account ( yes, only his. I have none ) watching to see what amount went out. They usually take ot out fast here.
        I think I will just sit down and give up. Really. Whats the point in trying to survive?
        Women shelters will not even accepty service dog. And they let younstay only 30 days maximum. Then I guess that would make me homeless.
        No. I’ve been there already.
        I’m tired. Really tired.
        Even my own daughter snaps at me. I have no support. No friends, no family, no church (although I believe on God )
        I am trying my hardest to write my blog, but its fading..why bother? No one really ever listens to me. They never did.
        No, I’m not having a pity party. Its just true.
        Ever have those days that you are just tired of waking up because its gonna be the same basically??? That’s me.

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        • I used to have those days…..every day. It’s gotten a little better. You should blog. Get it out there. You will be amazed at how much support and understand you will receive. These bloggers will become your support system and your friends. Don’t let anything or anybody stop you from telling your story!

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  4. Shrinks always think they can get Inside a person. I don’t have a therapist, but I know what is my problem…..I just can’t tell him to leave. Lol.
    I’ve studied people most of my life. Even as a small kid. Trying to figure out why a person Is this way or that. Why they said certain things. I am still learning. Most times it can be a multiple choice thing. 😉

    On this one you wrote…I absolutly love it. These sort of thoughts are in my head.
    But instead of it being to a shrink, in my case, it is any other guy. Period.
    If I get loose of this one, I am done for life with guys.
    I want to live the rest of my life doing what I WANT.
    Get my hobbies back too. They have been on the back shelf for years now, and silly him cannot even figure it out.
    He says, ” with all your skills and talents, you should be using them!” Right. I need motitivation. Which is not there.
    Men…..when will they learn?

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  5. Totally knew it was for that man.
    I don’t think he’s trying to break your crust. I’m thinking he wants you to figure out if you ever want it to have a door. For someone else to pass jam or maybe some cornbread through. He doesn’t need to be on the inside. He needs you to understand if and when you’re ready to open up to someone.

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  6. Now here is some strength indeed! This is a person who stands firm as the Rocky mountains.. 🙂 I like this strength! I am just sort of wondering who the other person is… perhaps a new suitor, perhaps someone from the past… hm. A mystery. 🙂
    Thanks for giving me a nice break with this, from work, will be working a lot today, so needed a little break!! 😀

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      • Ah, I thought it might be that, too… but perhaps writing this, is a first step towards a change… you never know! I have read just a little bit of psychology ..and I seem to remember, that people do not randomly bring up topics or things to talk about… for the most part. Usually they talk about things that are bothering them/ or that they want to change… who knows, right. But, it “could” be, that you are wanting to change this just a little bit, when writing about it… I could be completely wrong, too!! Lol. 🙂 Hugs!! I will be online again later tonight after all this massive amount of work is done… See you. 🙂

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